Vogue Williams has a "lot of anxiety" following her split from Brian McFadden.
The couple called time on their three-year marriage last year and the 29-year-old beauty admits she is struggling to "figure out where she's going with her life" now.
She said: "My head's all over the place. I feel like I don't have a goal. Everything that I wanted is sort of gone.
"I wanted to be married and I wanted to have kids for so long and now that's sort of gone, and I'm like, 'What do I do now?' I'm trying to figure out where I'm going with my life and that causes a lot of anxiety."
And whilst the pair insisted they would remain great friends, Vogue admits it isn't always as "easy" as it seems but doesn't ever want to "publicly bash" her ex-husband for the sake of his two children, 14-year-old Molly and 12-year-old Lilly-Sue.
She told VIP magazine: "It's not as easy as it looks and we do have our problems. But I would rather not put it out there. I just think it looks bad for everyone involved.
"Brian has two kids, I get on very well with them and I'd hate for them to see us publicly bash each other."